Black Tuesday

2day s a sad day 4 me...
my 3rd conass result jz out,n u noe wat i gt 4 my anatomy...30 marks...
speechless...sad...disappointed...
I hv failed in exams b4...bt nvr dat bad...
Tis s my 1st time...realy my 1st time...
til nw stil knt accept tis fact...hw i hope i m ony dreaming...
30 marks...30 marks...wat hv i done...
hw 2 tel tis 2 my family...to my buddies...to my frens...
impossible...luckily my parents duno bout tis exam...
n i wil nvr let dem noe...nt 4 anythg...bt 2 save dem frm d disappoinment...
n my buddies...i duno hw long i cn keep frm dem...sorry buddy sorry...
1 n a half week more den s my finals ad...
I realy duno hw cn i make through tis exam...
God help me...
Anyway,sad s sad...bt i wil stil try my best...tis s d least i cn do...

Stress

2 weeks more before my exam...Hw s my preparation? bad...
haiz...realy duno wat 2 do...
I hv jz sort of lk...gif up?
No i don wan 2 gif up so easily...bt wat cn i do...
I m trying my best...bt my anatomy doesnt seem lk improving...
I started my anatomy blurly...n nw after 4 months i m stil blur...
2 weeks mor den s my finals...FINALS...
hw m i going 2 get through it i realy duno...
wat if i do badly...
I wil disappoint many ppl...including myself...
Whn in tis kind of situation i realy jz wana relax...
Very hapi a fren brought me out 4 dinner...
during dat time i realy cn take my mind off my studies...
He noticed dat i hv xin shi 2...
is it dat obvious...I hv tried acting normal...n so far no one except him noticed it...
anyway hv 2 thx him 4 his burgur...haha...
Hope 2mr wil b better...

Uni Life

Since i enter uni tis s d 1st time i m blogging...
Many thgs hv happened during tis 2 months...
I went thru d "most frightening" medic orientation...
Ya la,realy very tiring during orientation period...
Bt nt as frightening wat ppl say la...
instead it s a very unforgettable xperience...
outcum of tis orientation? i gt my new buddy family...
nw orientation over ad,time 4 serious study...
biochem,anat,physio...
walao,enuf 2 kill me...
nw my ony leisure activity s fb...
evryday study n study n study...
nx week sumore gt conass...
actualy uni life quite fun,if minus d exam...
haiz...my aim very low nia...i jz hope 2 pass...
so tis s my uni life...so far...

My Last Minutes

Tis will b my last 2 hours at home...
After dat I will b going away for 2 months...
Everythg omost ready...mum busy confirming dat i hv everythg...
Wat a pity I dont hv a photo of my house...n my bedroom...
I don even hv a family photo...
Haiz...
N my dear puppy,hope my sis wil take care of it...
N all my pillows...dat accompany me since baby...
How cn i sleep without u all...
Hope my sis wil take care of them 2...
haizzzz...I sure will miss everythg...
Almost time 4 me 2 go ad...I realy knt blif I m leaving...
All lk a dream...hope it s a dream...
Pls let it b a dream...

Preparations

Finally...all my packing done ad...
Nw s waiting 2 go nia...
How i hope 2mr will never cum...
lol..don wan say sad thgs la...bek 2 my preparations...
Altogether i gt 1 bag 2 carry at d back...
2 big bags 2 hold by hand...
1 bag of pillow...1 bag of shoes...n 1 pail wf many thgs inside...
lol...so many thgs 2 take...
my dad say look lk i wan 2 move house lk dat...
actualy really a lot of thgs...if alone i duno how 2 carry...
bt luckily parents taking me+my aunty oso going...
2mr going 2 taiping 1st,take my aunty,den go kl 2gether...
lol...sound lk very fun...
bt actualy nt fun at all!!!
Tis s my 1st time leave home,sure gt many thgs mong cha cha de...
Sure gt many thgs duno how 2 do de...4 exp wash clothes...lolx
Haiz...go there sure very lonely...
Gt time contact me la...sms oso nvm...
Don 4get me ya...

Bye Bye~

My last 2 days at home...
Finally,it s time 4 me 2 go...
Bt i miss...really miss...evrythg here...
I hate 2 say gudbye...gudbye 2 evrythg i love...
My frens...my family...my house...
Bye my frens...duno when we cn meet 2gether n celebrate bdays again...
Duno when we cn go sunway watch movie 2gether again...
Duno when we cn sit at BigA gossip again...
I feel so bu she de...
bu she de 2 separate wf my frens...
bt wat cn i do...
i oso miss my home,my bed...n my puppy...
haiz...n my dear sis....
hv 2 wait 2 months oni cn taste my dad's food again...
hv 2 wait 2 months oni cn play fishing wf my mum again...
Duno hv 2 wait how long oni cn c my frens again...
sum 2 months...sum half a yr...mayb sum 1 yr oso duno cn c once or nt...
I really bu she de,very bu she de...
Dont noe u all will miss me or nt...dont noe u all will thnk of me or nt...
when thnk of tis,sad...sad...sad...
no more sleeping til 9am...no more fa dai...no more on9 n tv...
Haizzzzzzz.........
I live in BW 20 yrs ad,nw hv 2 leave...
Bt a person told me,I hv 2 leave for my future,my destiny...
I have no choice...
I hope tis will b d oni time i breakdown...
Bt i noe it wont b...
Tis s oni d starting...

Starting Of Nightmare

Haiz...
Haiz...
Uni nt yet start...orientation nt yet start...bt my nitemare start ad...
After hearing bout d orientation of um medic,i bcum totally down...
Even b4 d orientation start,d seniors gt hmwork 4 us 2 do ad...
I knt imagine wat wil happen when d real orientation start...
I duno i cn tahan or nt...1 month u noe...
Nw i evryday wory...sleep oso nt gud,eat oso nt gud...
Haiz...duno wat 2 say...
Jz hope tis 1 month quickly pass...

Cookies...Cookies...

Lol...Cornflakes cookies...
Comes in 2 flavors: chocolate and honey...
I personally prefer d chocolate one,cz nt so fattening...
Bt d honey one s easier 2 make...
Not xpensive at all,n very easy 2 make...
n best of all,it s ...yummy...
haha...love it so much...

Cordon Bleu

lolz...tis s my 1st eat secret recipe food other than cake...
Cordon Bleu...it s actualy boneless chicken...
When u cut the chicken,the cheese inside it will ooze out..
Walao,realy yummy...bt oso very fattening la...
mz eat while it s hot...
other than d tomato n cucumber,evrythg s nice...
The iced lemon tea oso very nice...bt SP thnk it s 2 sour...
Sour s sour la,bt much better than oldtown de...
The Cordon Bleu cost RM15.60...the lemon tea RM5.00...
I feel s quite expensive la...bt gt ppl treat ma,nvm lo...haha...
SP,thx 4 d treat...if nx time stil wan treat ppl jz cum find me...
lolz...

Frenz...4ever???

ts supposed 2day wan go kl work ad,work til july den later go singapore study...
So dat means we won't see him again ad til we enter uni...
Another fren gone!!!
At 1st all one big group de...bt after de couple start,de goup start to split...
Then nw one by one go away,our group lk...
duno how to say...see ad oso keksim...
last nite we hv gathering at Appex,sort of lk farewell gathering for ts...
But duno y he so quiet,lk ntg to talk lk dat...
farewell lk no farewell...
Y cn bcum lk tis???
De frenship in our group lk change ad...n cn never b de same again ad...
Sad sad sad...
Hope my frenship wf d others wil last...especialy wf ys n pl...
I realy appreciate them very much...
Hope we wil b frens...4ever...

Happy Birthday

Happy birthday...to my new-born blog...
Lol...actualy tis s my 2nd time blogging...bt my 1st blog i closed down ad...
i oso duno y i wan start blogging again...mayb coz i gt ntg to do la...
but blogging oso gud la,lk writing diary...
cn share my thoughts n feelings,no matter gud or bad...
Hehe,hope sumtimes my frens cn gif me advice n comments...
Thx 4 reading my blog...