Black Tuesday

2day s a sad day 4 me...
my 3rd conass result jz out,n u noe wat i gt 4 my anatomy...30 marks...
speechless...sad...disappointed...
I hv failed in exams b4...bt nvr dat bad...
Tis s my 1st time...realy my 1st time...
til nw stil knt accept tis fact...hw i hope i m ony dreaming...
30 marks...30 marks...wat hv i done...
hw 2 tel tis 2 my family...to my buddies...to my frens...
impossible...luckily my parents duno bout tis exam...
n i wil nvr let dem noe...nt 4 anythg...bt 2 save dem frm d disappoinment...
n my buddies...i duno hw long i cn keep frm dem...sorry buddy sorry...
1 n a half week more den s my finals ad...
I realy duno hw cn i make through tis exam...
God help me...
Anyway,sad s sad...bt i wil stil try my best...tis s d least i cn do...

Stress

2 weeks more before my exam...Hw s my preparation? bad...
haiz...realy duno wat 2 do...
I hv jz sort of lk...gif up?
No i don wan 2 gif up so easily...bt wat cn i do...
I m trying my best...bt my anatomy doesnt seem lk improving...
I started my anatomy blurly...n nw after 4 months i m stil blur...
2 weeks mor den s my finals...FINALS...
hw m i going 2 get through it i realy duno...
wat if i do badly...
I wil disappoint many ppl...including myself...
Whn in tis kind of situation i realy jz wana relax...
Very hapi a fren brought me out 4 dinner...
during dat time i realy cn take my mind off my studies...
He noticed dat i hv xin shi 2...
is it dat obvious...I hv tried acting normal...n so far no one except him noticed it...
anyway hv 2 thx him 4 his burgur...haha...
Hope 2mr wil b better...